Richard Cummings
2 min readSep 14, 2019

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My Past Married Life (Poem)

by Richard Cummings

Once upon a time, there was a man with a smile

Holding hands with each other and kissing for quite a while

Writing poems did one for the other nightly

And Gods clock kept ticking

Believing they were together, before, in heaven

Married, they prayed to become

His parents, of course, did not agree

And she, the apron strings to uncut

And Gods clock kept on ticking

Children, boys they did have

Most nights, they spent studying to get hone their talents

Their children joyfully became two

And Gods clock kept ticking

And late nights were often

Happiness was experienced sitting in rocking chairs

Reading to them night and playing with them during the day

and Gods clock kept ticking

Life, as it soon became was not easy

Degrees obtained, moving ensued, jobs and more education

Joy became less often as was needed

And Gods clock kept ticking

Difficult to assume were the nights playing together

Children important and always number one

Difficult to assume family dinners together at night

Working along with nurturing the boys was the song

And Gods clock kept ticking.

Once, twice three and love starts to die.

Late nights for her were becoming more often

As the husband wondering why

Work became a definition for her

An addiction for most of her ego

Once, twice three and love starts to die.

Dad, father, nurture, cook, gardener, house cleaner

Splitting like a tree anomalies branches it did

What we have here is a failure to communicate

Once, twice three and love starts to die.

Parting of the god-given promised married souls

One took the path of least resistance and fell

Joining with a colleague she believed to be good

Believing she was hiding it so well

Once, twice three and love starts to die.

Coming home, cheating the souls of her shoes

Kicking them off and putting on slippers at home

No one can serve two masters she knew

and so she chose

Once, twice three and love starts to die

Sick she became as she walked around her home

Happiness. love. passing as a storm cloud of lightning.

Her mother offered to only strengthen apron strings

Her father saddened and believed as he swam in lies

Once, twice three and love died

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Richard Cummings

Masters in Social Work/Washington University of St. Louis, research, writing about mental illnesses, Grief,PTSD, Relationships, Abuse. Freelance Writer